[EP] Troye Sivan - ARTLUX - Pt. 2 HONEYMOON

Yes: I am a dreamer. For a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.

I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as past, present and future?

Sweet life livin'

Pools and swimming

Drinks in bars and

Boys in cars and

Rooftop sinning

Skinny dipping

Shooting stars

With fat cigars



And that weekend up in the islands

They stop and stare

Flashes filling the silence

Of a Hollywood love affair

Waking up in the islands

'Cause I saw you there

Lost and trying to be



I was just trying to be cool

I was just trying to be like you

I'm a spark and you're a boom

What am I supposed to do?



Mansion debut

Love it, do you?

Absent father

Pays his daughter

And her momma withdrew

From the life they once knew

She had a heart

But she sold it off for



And that weekend up in the islands

They stop and stare

Flashes filling the silence

Of a Hollywood love affair

Waking up in the islands

'Cause I saw you there

Lost and trying to be



I was just trying to be cool

I was just trying to be like you

I'm a spark and you're a boom

What am I supposed to do?



When I've got that cigaret smoke

And Saint Laurent coat, but nothing is feeling right

I drink but I choke

I love but I don't



I was just trying to be cool

I was just trying to be like you

I was just trying to be cool

I was just trying to be like you

I'm a spark and you're a boom

What am I supposed to do?

I was just trying to be cool

I was just trying to be like you

I'm a spark and you're a boom

What am I supposed to do?

I'm sad and it's pouring and I'm alone again

Lost in my thoughts, inhale is what I do

I promised myself that I quit the ship and I'd stop the trip

'Cause I'm on the brink



You're my cocaine

You're my cocaine

You're my cocaine

I'm addicted

I am no saint, I am no saint

But I'm trying, sober with me



I look a mess, I'm so overdressed

A line down my checks

But this is what you did to me

And I try to make you see, lie to myself



You're my cocaine

You're my cocaine

You're my cocaine

I'm addicted

I am no saint, I am no saint

But I'm trying, sober with me



You're my addiction, boy

I play the victim, boy

You're my addiction, boy

Boy

You're my addiction, boy

I play the victim, boy

I'm an addict, baby

Come feed me, come feed me



You're my cocaine

You're my cocaine

You're my cocaine

I'm addicted

I am no saint, I am no saint

But I'm trying, please bear with me

[Troye]

I cried all night over my first break up

It hurt a lot more than I thought

Does everyone hurt like this when they break up?

Am I the only one?

Is it because I’m too young?

Time passed and my tears dried

I got used to my days without you

Then I ran into you, I naturally smiled

Am I slowly becoming an adult now?



Though it hurt,

The reason I could endure is you

Again today, because of you

I cried and hurt

But even when I’m sad, the reason I can smile

Is that I’ve grown that much

Don’t forget

That I liked you a lot



[Blackbear]

Even when I can’t think

Even when I try to justify myself

I can only think of you

Always contacting you

Without leaving out a single day

Meant that I could only see you



I’m going to miss you and it’ll be hard

But I’ll try to forget

And pretend nothing’s wrong

Your existence

Was a growing pain for me

I’ll grow that much and forget for a while



[Troye]

Honestly, I was pretending to be okay

But I’ll try a little harder

I’m walking alone on the street we walked on together

Is that how much I’ve grown?



Though it hurt,

The reason I could endure is you

Again today, because of you

I cried and hurt

But even when I’m sad, the reason I can smile

Is that I’ve grown that much

Don’t forget

That I liked you a lot



[Blackbear]

For not treating you better

For not keeping my place

Next to you till the end

I’m sorry, I was happy

[Troye]

Thank you for telling me



Just because we were young

It doesn’t mean we thought it would be easy

Again today, because of you

I cried and hurt

But even when I’m sad, the reason I can smile

Is that I’ve grown that much

Don’t forget

That I liked you a lot



[Blackbear]

I believed that

You’d come back at least once

But you keep getting farther away

When this song ends, I want to forget our memories

Just for a moment

Please be forgotten

You’re so intense, if it’s not me, no one can win you

I can’t hold it anymore

Bbum bbum bbum bbum bbum

Open your iron-like heart

I’ll appear like the wind, disappear like smoke

Deceiving your eyes

I’ll approach you like a flower, dig into you like a thorn

Going after your heart



Danger, tonight, tonight,

Tonight, tonight

Danger, I’ll steal you, I’ll steal you away

(Steal you)



Stay, when my fingers follow you

You’re the only one who shines in this world

Stay, on this night that swallowed all the darkness

It’s my show time



Danger, with me, with me,

With me, with me

Danger, disappear, disappear

(Disappear disappear)



I’m very careful, my target is only you

I’ll count the seconds and

Bbum bbum bbum bbum bbum

My perfect scenario



I’m like a maze when you look at me

I’m like sand when you catch me

Scattered like the fog,

Mysterious like a puzzle



Danger, tonight, tonight,

Tonight, tonight

Danger, I’ll steal you, I’ll steal you away

(Steal you)



Stay, into your transparent trap

I’ll throw myself again

Stay, only you can see me tonight

It’s my show time



Danger, with me, with me,

With me, with me

Danger, disappear, disappear

(Disappear disappear)



Danger, you know everything

Oh baby yeah

You move me and control me again

Oh baby yeah



Danger, tonight, tonight,

Tonight, tonight

Danger, I’ll steal you, I’ll steal you away

Steal you

Danger, with me, with me,

With me, with me

Danger, disappear, disappear

(Disappear disappear)



Stay, everything is going as you planned

The truth is in your hands

Stay, like you have the whole world tonight

It’s my show time



Danger, tonight, tonight,

Tonight, tonight

Danger, I’ll steal you, I’ll steal you away

Steal you

Danger, with me, with me,

With me, with me

Danger, disappear, disappear

Disappear, disappear

Hid my stash around your house

Smoked your heart on my mind



Play it back and press rewind

To when I saw unicorns, drew my spine

Lost my mind and so I find

Starve my lungs of smoke and time



So what do I do now?

I can't be sober

now

So what do I do now?

I can't be sober

now

What do I do now?

I can't be sober, sober

Anymore



When we tried it, we were dope with so smoke

Lost to dealers but I'm addicted to my own mind

Take my mind away, you know I'm about to smoke

When I close my eyes. I still see your ghost



So what do I do now?

I can't be sober

So what do I do now?

I can't be sober

What do I do now?

I can't be sober, sober

Anymore



Your my pure hero

Your my pure hero

Ooh yeah, your my pure hero

Pure hero

Pure heroine



'Being high makes the mind flow'

Said by someone stronger than me

So what do I do now?

Do now?

So what do I do now?

I can't be sober, anymore

I can't be sober, anymore

You are my, you are my

Pure heroine

Am I free?

Am I wild?

Am I dark? Oh I started

Started to doubt

Doubt this fire

Lighting up our lives

And it kept me up at night



Crash and burn

Thats all I know

I think that’s why I made you go

Those three words

You were my first

I can’t help thinking



Maybe you were my blue moon?

Maybe I let go too soon?

Running from what could be

So terrified of happy

How did I come to lose my blue moon

My blue moon



Which one of us went and fucked up

You or me, guess it was me

Dont know a good thing when its right infront of me

‘Cause I’m so numb, what have I become?



Oh, cause' crash and burn

Thats all I know

I think that’s why I made you go

Those three words

You were my first

I can’t help thinking



Maybe you were my blue moon?

Maybe I let go too soon?

Running from what could be

So terrified of happy

How did I come to lose my blue moon

My blue moon



Crash and burn

Thats all I know

I think that’s why I made you go



Those three words

You were my first

I can’t help thinking



Maybe you were my blue moon?

Maybe I let go too soon?

Running from what could be

So terrified of happy

How did I come to lose my blue



Maybe you were my blue moon?

Maybe I let go too soon?

Running from what could be

So terrified of happy

How did I come to lose my blue moon